Guilt after the death of someone you love
Feeling guilty after a loss is very common, and it usually sounds like "if only I had...". It is one of the faces of love. God does not burden a soul beyond its capacity, and al-Kafi says a child who fell short is recorded as dutiful if he seeks forgiveness for his parents and settles their debts after they die. The door is not closed.
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If you are struggling to cope
Grief can be overwhelming. If you have thoughts of harming yourself, or feel you cannot go on, please call now or go to the nearest hospital. You are not alone, and asking for help is a strength.
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What psychology says
"If only I had taken him to another doctor." "If only I had called her that day." "Why did we argue the last time we met?" If thoughts like these keep circling, you are not alone.
In a 2014 review in the journal Death Studies, researchers Jie Li, Margaret Stroebe, Cecilia Chan and Amy Chow brought together what is known about guilt in bereavement. They describe it as tied to the feeling of having fallen short of one's own standards or expectations towards the person who died. They point out that it is an important part of grief that has been studied too little, and that it can make grief heavier.
Notice something: we judge ourselves today using what we know today. But on that day, you did not know what you know now. You did not know it was the last phone call, or that the symptom was serious.
Guilt is very often a sign of love. People who don't care don't put themselves on trial. Your pain tells you how precious this person was.
If the guilt has not eased for months, or you begin to feel you don't deserve to live, this is not something to carry alone. Talk to a professional, or to someone close to you, now.
Sources: [1]
What faith says
God knows our weakness. "Allah does not impose upon any soul a duty but to the extent of its ability," and He teaches us to pray: "Our Lord! do not punish us if we forget or make a mistake" (al-Baqara 2:286). You were never asked to know the unseen, or to be perfect.
And if you truly did fall short, God's door is open: "Say: O my servants! who have acted extravagantly against their own souls, do not despair of the mercy of Allah; surely Allah forgives the faults altogether" (al-Zumar 39:53). "And whoever does evil or acts unjustly to his soul, then asks forgiveness of Allah, he shall find Allah Forgiving, Merciful" (al-Nisa' 4:110).
Most tender of all is a narration in al-Kafi from Imam al-Baqir (peace be upon him) about a son who failed his parents while they lived: "after their death he repays their debts and seeks forgiveness for them, and God records him as righteous." Death has not closed your account with them. You can still be a dutiful child.
When Imam Ali (peace be upon him) consoled al-Ash'ath ibn Qays on the death of his son, he began: "If you grieve over your son, certainly it is the consequence of the blood relationship." Grief is what kinship deserves. It is not a sin.
Small steps that can help
Write it down. Write a letter to the person who died: what do you wish you had said? What are you sorry for? Then close it with a prayer for them. Many people find real relief in this.
Turn regret into action. If they left a debt, try to settle it. Ask God's forgiveness for them every day. Recite al-Fatiha for them. Give charity in their name.
Ask yourself: if a friend were in your place, would you say to them what you are saying to yourself? Give yourself the same mercy.
Tell someone you trust what happened, in detail. Guilt grows in silence and shrinks when it is spoken aloud to someone who loves you.
If your guilt is about a medical decision or an accident, it may help to ask a doctor whether the outcome could really have been changed. The answer is often gentler than you fear.
If you have thoughts of harming yourself, please reach out for help now, to someone close to you or to a crisis service.
Sources: [3]
Words of comfort
Allah does not task any soul beyond its capacity. Whatever [good] it earns is to its own benefit, and whatever [evil] it incurs is to its own harm. ‘Our Lord! Take us not to task if we forget or make mistakes! Our Lord! Do not place upon us a burden as You placed on those who were before us! Our Lord! Do not lay upon us what we have no strength to bear! Excuse us, forgive us, and be merciful to us! You are our Master, so help us against the faithless lot!’
Say [that Allah declares,] ‘O My servants who have committed excesses against their own souls, do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed Allah will forgive all sins. Indeed, He is the All-forgiving, the All-merciful
Whoever commits evil or wrongs himself and then pleads to Allah for forgiveness, will find Allah all-forgiving, all-merciful
Imam al-Baqir (a): "... and he may have been undutiful to them in their lifetime, not kind to them; then when they die he repays their debts and seeks forgiveness for them, and God, Mighty and Majestic, records him as dutiful."
Imam Ali (a), consoling al-Ash'ath ibn Qays on the death of his son: "O Ash'ath, if you grieve over your son, certainly it is the consequence of the blood relationship; but if you endure, then Allah provides recompense for every affliction."
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References
- psychologyLi, J., Stroebe, M., Chan, C. L. W., & Chow, A. Y. M. (2014). Guilt in bereavement: A review and conceptual framework. Death Studies, 38(3), 165-171
- religiousQuran 2:286, 39:53, 4:110 (tr. M. H. Shakir)
- religiousal-Kafi, vol. 2, p. 163, h. 21; in Reyshahri, Mizan al-Hikma (Scale of Wisdom), no. 6751
- religiousNahj al-Balagha, saying 291 (tr. Sayyid Ali Reza)
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